Love my days, give thanks everyday, and struggle to survive. Love would be beautiful, in the eyes of a simple one. Try not to think too completely confusing.
Selasa, 25 Oktober 2011
Nice job and Great one
This story ever told to many of my students and many times has done. But I don't mind to tell it again to you.
Years ago, by the time of my graduation day from hi-school, I have planned to continue to join architectural faculty. Or as my wish to gain much money, then I want to become a doctor. I really belief that I will help myself to make money for me and soon perhaps my family, by working hard. If only I am not lazy and keep on working, I can reach my dreams and my goal to become...one of rich female that perhaps can support many people who need my help. Xixixixi. By the way, I don't know which good collage can offer me good standard of lecturing, which someday can make me become a good qualification of an architect. Or perhaps a doctor. But then, my momma say. You go to AJ university. Previously, I only buy 2 forms from 2 different university. One is the form on which I had graduated right now, and the other hand, a university that close to my neighbour, that now has dissapeared. It wasn't there anymore. Don't ask me why. I just do not know. In the AJ univ. I bought 2 different course and one is Teching English, while the other hand is Economy Faculty. For the shake of God's will, then I had just only taken the first major, and never taken diagnostic test or placement test from the other faculty.
The next is, I have to be happy and satisfied with my mom's choice. The first term I got flying score. I was very pleased. The second term, I thought I can raise my score to be better, but it wasn't. Then there you go, I started to motivate myself to study harder to reach better scores. But what do I gain? I go down, and hard to be better. There is too many activities that I join, and makes me enjoy the glory of being seniorita. Well. In the other hand, i got a traffic jam on getting graduation right on time.
It was a dissasterous thing. And makes me build a hard dilema. I thought I will never graduate or even never become rich. As well as I saith, that I wanna gain much money. Hhmmm. By the way, the time flies, and, I had learnt from anything, that everything should be by the granted from above. Many times I don't wanna quit. I have to. I must. If I still can do something, I am spiritted. I can. I will. Owuo. I have tons of word to make myself work out and motivated. But what I got is always the vice versa. Only some of the time I can realize how my work has been manipulated. But heydey. I am still who I am now. I say to my students that you should not be a quitter. Believe in yourself and in your plan. God speed. Nothing else I can say, because I believe. This is not the end of the world. I am not finish this yet. I still have some power to work on myself to be spirited. Even though I don't have bullet to kill my rival, or log to make a hole on the wall. I thank God. He will watch me over. It is just belief to make me survive. In the day that I still take my breath and do my activity routinely, I thank God, this is might not my choice. But I feel Happy and satisfied.
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