Selasa, 25 Oktober 2011

Nice job and Great one

This story ever told to many of my students and many times has done. But I don't mind to tell it again to you. Years ago, by the time of my graduation day from hi-school, I have planned to continue to join architectural faculty. Or as my wish to gain much money, then I want to become a doctor. I really belief that I will help myself to make money for me and soon perhaps my family, by working hard. If only I am not lazy and keep on working, I can reach my dreams and my goal to become...one of rich female that perhaps can support many people who need my help. Xixixixi. By the way, I don't know which good collage can offer me good standard of lecturing, which someday can make me become a good qualification of an architect. Or perhaps a doctor. But then, my momma say. You go to AJ university. Previously, I only buy 2 forms from 2 different university. One is the form on which I had graduated right now, and the other hand, a university that close to my neighbour, that now has dissapeared. It wasn't there anymore. Don't ask me why. I just do not know. In the AJ univ. I bought 2 different course and one is Teching English, while the other hand is Economy Faculty. For the shake of God's will, then I had just only taken the first major, and never taken diagnostic test or placement test from the other faculty. The next is, I have to be happy and satisfied with my mom's choice. The first term I got flying score. I was very pleased. The second term, I thought I can raise my score to be better, but it wasn't. Then there you go, I started to motivate myself to study harder to reach better scores. But what do I gain? I go down, and hard to be better. There is too many activities that I join, and makes me enjoy the glory of being seniorita. Well. In the other hand, i got a traffic jam on getting graduation right on time. It was a dissasterous thing. And makes me build a hard dilema. I thought I will never graduate or even never become rich. As well as I saith, that I wanna gain much money. Hhmmm. By the way, the time flies, and, I had learnt from anything, that everything should be by the granted from above. Many times I don't wanna quit. I have to. I must. If I still can do something, I am spiritted. I can. I will. Owuo. I have tons of word to make myself work out and motivated. But what I got is always the vice versa. Only some of the time I can realize how my work has been manipulated. But heydey. I am still who I am now. I say to my students that you should not be a quitter. Believe in yourself and in your plan. God speed. Nothing else I can say, because I believe. This is not the end of the world. I am not finish this yet. I still have some power to work on myself to be spirited. Even though I don't have bullet to kill my rival, or log to make a hole on the wall. I thank God. He will watch me over. It is just belief to make me survive. In the day that I still take my breath and do my activity routinely, I thank God, this is might not my choice. But I feel Happy and satisfied.

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