building my own company

Starting to renew my job is away from my consistancy. That I am now is on the top of my self motivating. I know that I don't need to put out and give my first foundation like the amount of money. I am on the way to build up my own company as to confirm my best result in working as well. Yes, there is also as become the best role of worker and become the best teacher. As well I also try to make myself able to conduct the best of those students, my collie, my boss as well, and my family for utmost. My very close family. Yea as there you can call my friends. I had known, that what is God, and what do I have to do if I want to obtain in something. I offer myself, that I will work very hard and do what best I can do. The company of which I am working now, a course of school, is not actually mine of business. The rules, the income, the project, well, I do not made that with my own hands. But I have learned, that somehow, if I let myself as become a self own business woman or the owner, I do not take the profit in advance. I tried to maintain myself that, and realize, of which I understand a lot how to serve others. To serve my boss and work for the owner. Do the best and become my boss's helper, and really put myself as honour this one. I think it is really hard to do. This is what I think I called it like a marriage. I try not to see the working, but always thinking for the perfect result. Maintaining and always try to give the best. And always renewed and let the input as the knowledge. It is like chewing the steak. Juicy and sometimes deeply spicy. But I try to think, yea, this is supposed to be my company. I have to make this school better. Not only now, but for the rest of the year I will work in here. So many times, I admit to myself, and say, hey, where is the profit? What do I earn? Nothing? I got another "spicy", and even more "salt" and phew, dirt and mid. But wait up, I can do better tomorrow. And says again, yea, I can do better next time, and say it again. I can do that. Even better. Better than yesterday. I thought at first I have to move to other place if I cannot make myself better. But, no, I did a lot. I even think, thanks to God, to make this one for me. And says God, what spice did You put inside? It is like steak, you know that? Do you know what I mean? Hard to be eaten, and nice in the end. Absorb the formula, try to understand it deeply. Children hates vagetables. But they have to consume it. It is a must. Nothing is gained as easy as piece of cakes. Before you swallow it you have to chew it. Try to understand. Don't take it for granted. Understand it, memorize. And our body is like a company by ourself. Look, what you learn, what you eat, what when you move around, when you heading something. Why does it has to be brain, and all natural things conduct the body to do lots of things. So for instance, I am a company of myself. Become a better person. And not to forget, that I also need my feeling and my heart. Gosh. It is all amazing. Be like that. Conduct yourself to be better each day. Good luck. Try always. And do not give up. As my pal says, Mita, because I am not a quitter. Hear hear. ^w^