missing between relationship and fellowship

I don't think i am going to tell about loyalty in relationship. But I miss my BF sooooo much. the missest miss i have ever have. I really wish i can tell how much. But I really do not know how to tell. He hasn't called me yet until now. i miss his white broad tummy and his really fresh cute lips. I wish I can even send him more of my cookings. I learn to cook for him. phew i do not know how much i can tell. but thanks God here in this new place of work i am doing now, the fellow are very understanding of my story about him. well..... we first met very long time ago. and we met again afterward. but we were seperated again afterward. and we will meet again in new coming soon. but i cannot contact him. and he hasn't called me yet until now. omg. i miss him so. i thought he has forgotten my asking to him about the future we were araising. but still i sometimes cannot concentrate on my work during free time. it is just annoying. but that was only happend sometimes. actually just once, right after i move my working place. i missed his hands and his bald unhairy leg xixixi. i trully miss him a lot. miss as missed so much....... darn. call me laaahhh babe..........