this stressful is killing me

I bet I have just made someone mad this evening, yesterday. I am tired of waiting. I cannot wait any longer. There is a writing. That streesful is something that make us want everything happened NOW. whilst, we have to wait along GoD's time. And that is the correct one. But I keep thinking over something, and it is unended. During the waiting, my mind is crossing over on something and recalling the passing time. Everything has reminds me that someone has hurt me. And not only someone, but anyone. .... I am so stressfulllll. I am sorry... for people whom I have been hurt. Mostly yesterday.