Me and My Life: ngeblog yang enteng ajag de hari ini

Me and My Life: ngeblog yang enteng ajag de hari ini: Hari ini, kelas yang seharusnya mulai jam 16:00, jadi dimulai 16:15. Bukan apa apa, tapi kan jam-pul gua, ngga papa. Yah berbelas kasih lah....

ngeblog yang enteng ajag de hari ini

Hari ini, kelas yang seharusnya mulai jam 16:00, jadi dimulai 16:15. Bukan apa apa, tapi kan jam-pul gua, ngga papa. Yah berbelas kasih lah. Gua tambahin 15 minit. Yaelaa, emang boss juga nyaranin kayak getcho. Btw, awal kelas, gua nanya, beberapa kalimat yang basic bangad, ngga kejawab, sama mereka, yawis, gua elus dengkul, karena gag mungkin kalo elus dada di terusin saben ada kelas. Bukannya mereka berasa porno, tapi uda kaya toss aja siih. Yang dimaksud elus dada, jadi sedikit bergeser artinya, dadanya bukan yang paling dekat dengan bahu ituh. Tapi dadanya ketika saya menebarkan jemari saya di tangan. Heheheh. Yabegitulah. Saya jayus pangkat jendral. Alias dadanya, yaitu lama lama mreka ngga balik ke kelas saya lagi untuk mengikuti jam pelajaran berikutnya, karena memang jeda waktu libuuur. Heheheh. Jadi yah apalah artinya kerja dan sekolah dan rutinitas lainnya kalau tidak ada hari minggu dan day off. Huaha. Anyway, saya cukup gemas, dan inginnya meremas, ketika mereka lagi lagi, ngga bawa kamus. Ngga jadi fondasi seh, bawa kamus apa enggak, tapi akhirnya karena saya ingat bener bahwa beberapa belas tahun yang lalu, saya masih ngeles inggris di suatu kursus ternama di Jakarta, yang cabangnnya di jalan Pramuka yang tidak mau saya masukkan nama instalasi tersebut, yaitu Lia Pramuka. Oopps. Saya begitu sebal, tutor saya ato dibilangnya instruktur senam ais, salah, instrukstur bahasa inggris saya, sering mendiktekan kalimat kalimat yang saya anggap waktu itu sulit naujubile. Niscaya keberhasilan saya sekarang menjadi guru bahasa inggris yang sudah tahap senior di salah satu instalasi terkenal yang juga tidak ingin saya kemukakan namanya yaitu Primagama English Kelapa Gading, waaa lagi lagii, cemilan kecil, OOPS, saya cukup bangga dan ingin menularkan kegigihan saya untuk berjuang sampai akhirnya pangkat saya sersan 1. Yaelaa. Kecil amat yak. Ngga laaah. Saya naek speda. Hihihi. SPd bok. Sangat Percaya Diri. Wuakakakakakkaka. Awa elap. Neh tisuu. Kata saya,apa siiih yang ngga bisa kita raih kalau memang kita melakukannya dengan sungguh sungguh? Mungkin butuh waktu, mungkin butuh tenaga ekstra, dan bahkan butuh BLESSINGS, yaaa ngga see??? Tapi apa pun yang kita lakukan pasti bisa berhasil kalau kita melakukan pemfokusan dan kesejatian juga ketaatan serta percaya tahap Dewa, (mengkutip murit saya) yang sungguh sungguh. Hedeh, berasa power pull bangad gua ngomong begene. Saya masih ingat, dulu saya bahkan sulit sekali menulis "NINE", iyah, sembilan ituh!! NAIN yang saya tulis. Tapi setelah tak lebih dan tak kurang sekarang selama 20 tahunan saya berubah.... Jeng Jeeennngg. Ksatria Baja Kuningan. eheheheh. Baja Hitam. Guys, percayalah. Kalau di kelas saya memotivasi murit saya dengan bilang, kalau kamu punya mimpi dan diurutkan ke nomer 10 diatas, dan kamu baru tahap ke 1 bahkan 0, percayalah, kalau kamu sungguh sungguh, sapa tau, setelah kamu enjoy, dan bahkan lupa akan cita-cita kamu itu, niscaya tanpa sadar kamu sudah di tahap 13??? Loh, beneran. Itu terjadi pada dirikyu. Look, I am a Senior English Teacher. And who am I 20 years ago? A silly student who wrote 9 as nain instead of nine. Believe, Trust, and JUST DO IT!!!
(kok lumayan berat yaaa, ^_____^)

Taking Nerve???

Today I made another speech to rebuild my confidence in making speaking. The mossy is "Should Negative Politics Advertisement be banned?". I reclaimed myself on that speech, that yes, there is always some positive sides on everything. I think and utter my opinion on that speech, that somehow ignoring about the negative sides is always better. I proclaimed, that we have to admit that even a negative point of view is not always giving us advantage. But to realm the situation of what happen today, I was angry to myself. As there is always a negative sides that come up in making balance of live, I got fed up with being the one who is always being the receivers. At first, I thought it will be always okay to become the receiver. And always praise for everything I had earned. But that is not always right. Up on in one point of view, if I stand in one place and always grain the seeds of being receiver and praise for everything, one day like today, I FED UP!!. This is not the balance that I want. Live should be balance. One day when I make and spread the seeds of being thankful and always receive for anything, and someday I need to reclaim that I also need one moment where I could make myself happy just because I made mistake. It might not a big mistake. But quite okay to make myself satisfied. What I mean here, if for one person I met everyday and FED me up, why not in another day I make her have the same thought? The situation is absolutely not about "The Upper Level" anymore. But about the same worker in one place hand in hand working happily without some other as the main leader. I knew that this might not giving solution. But the point I want to tell is, Give me Balance of Live. I got happy, and so is you. And what I am afraid of is, as where my speech about Negative Politics. I didn't do that speech pretty well. Because there is always minus and plus in everything. I just want to yell out. Please, do not give me any more Negative side to THINK about. In short. Let me have my thought vacancy for a while. I need indeed a balance. Yea, to bring my thought a little bit lighter. Stop thinking HERTA. If I said STOP, THEN STOP!!! PERIOD.

today's diary

Today is another day I supposed to spend with my pals to GosBot. Ahahahha that is just a silly abbreviation of gosok botol for christmas tree. According to the committee's plans, our community will create and rebuild the 600 ml waste mineral water botol to become a huge about 2-3 meters of christmas tree. The waste botol was bought and given to our community from our beloved member. By the way, tonight we are going to clean up and wash the bottles. There are more than 700 bottles. Well, I do not know excatly about the amount, but tonight we are going to do another cleaning. Yippey, another meeting and another hang up with pals. By the way, the point of the first of my writings is, we want to use the used things to become renewed and that was just the way we are. Simply, we are all sinners, or replaced as a used waste things. We are nothing than sinners that supposed to only waiting to be thrown away. But as the message that the amazed of x-mas tree, we are supposed to be renewed. Even though we are useless. One of my collie says, hahalllaah just wasting time and energy, just collect money and buy 8 or 9 feet of x-mas tree, and periode, no need to do anything else. Yea, I just ignore her. By the way, we like, well, me, just say that, I enjoy the fun of hang up together, and eat dinner from mi dog dog, or splashing water and chit chat and other enjoyable things. Wasting time usefully rather than just buy something that just already exist. Ahahahhaha. Just another waiting for x-mas time. And for short, there is something I would like to mention. This afternoon, I bring about the scissors of my life. Well, I like making things, and thus I have at least 3 scissors,where as this afternoon, I bring my other scissors. It is MAPED. And quite sharp. I take the scissors, and put on my back pocket. I ride my bicycle to buy some casava chips. And then I started to take a seat on the porch of my Base Camp, and open my cute tablet. But hey dey, where is my scissors? They were gone. I hurriedly ride my bicycle, and trace my previous ways. I open up my eyes widely to search for the lost. Where is it. Gosh. I never found it anymore. They were gone. Dissapear. Lost. Oh gosh. I blamed my self. Then you know what? I remeber something. Several years ago, I ever found a hundred paper of cash. On the street. Could you imagine? I was unemployed at that time. The story was like this. This is what I want to tell you. By the time I ride my bike and open up my eyes, I recalm my self and say, Pliiiissss, let someone not to found it. That was just what I prayed. Then, here you go, I lost my lovely scissors. Gosh. It wasn't only about the prize. But also, I need that right here, right now. Well, recalling what had happened to me about the hundred cash, now I say, may the founder of the scissors use it nicely, I had gotten the cash, perhaps it is now my turn to give away my lovable scissors. Bless the one who found it. It dropped. What about the person who lost the hundred cash. It is worthed for my whole week. Thanks God for everything. O:-)

goose or ghost?

Watch this writings, I do hope it will be nice to be read. Ghost is somehow, a creature or figure, that people can mentioned as the most disasterous yet scary and full of frightening handling. It is a subject or something somehow like an object to be scare about. It is like dilema to explain how ferocious things on our lives beneath become something that will be hiperbole to be known. In my religion, and as I believe. Good things is demanding as better than anything. Meaning that if your thought is good, then that is what you will earned. And else, as I want to mention, good things deals on my thought and resembles as become the pointers in my live. I will have to believe, that what I wish, and what I ask, and what I prayed, will be something like a dream come true. In my latest live, I pray and ask for something, year ago, even, when I haven't think what am I supposed to do. I asked for one thing. Satu hal telah ku pinta, kepada Tuhan, itulah yang ku inginkan. Diam di rumah rumah Tuhan seumur hidupku, menyaksikan kemurahan Tuhan. Dan menikmati, baik nyaaaaa, dan menikmati kuasanyaaa, dan menikmati, baiknyaaaaa, dan menikmati firmannya. Well, I have been wondering alot in around my own world. Somehow, I think, I have to think positive all the time. Good things will come to me. The ghost, as well I mentioned on the title, let us say, change the letters, and here you go, it become goose. Or change again the letter to become Holy Ghost. Goose, as well the creature living in lakes, dancing just like the famous ballet. Tamara Rojo, the dancer, that taught me, about small dance, of relationships. Nice, see her perforance, and learn about what she give you point of view. Now about the ghost, say that, upon my believe, I am bigger than the ever ghost the worse one, if only I do good. The main point is, if God, or good things come up to me, and happen in my live, then click your thumbs and your middle finger, then the ghost will be dissepear. It is just about the mind set. Think about something good, and think about something will be happend to you in the future, the best prayer, then click yoir finger, or perhaps, in my mind, that your wish will come true. Winking eyes, crossing fingers, then there you go. It is about mind set. Just think positive. Amen.

looking for the meaning

Previewing the meaning of things could be disasterous yet so splendid. Like this word I recall today and this moment. I know that this is like a huge and strong believe, somehow "the best friend could be the best enemy, whilst the best enemy is possibly to become the best pals". How we obtain this? It is like a curse. What reminds me today is, my friend, that is true that the fallen of the water drop is not afar from its tap. Or else like the word FOE as the similar pronounciation of VOW. Which those two has absolutely different meaning and can become a huge boomerang on relationship. Somehow, alike the first I mentioned, I can easily and mistakenly choose the wrong person or that person chose another wrong person or as simply wrong choices. Somehow, everything supposed to be recalling this sunday school song. Simply the theme of the song is, listen first what your Upper Level wants you to say to you. Give a listenings. Hear what your friends want you to hear from them. Do not to be worry about the time. Nothing that too much time flies, can obtain a better works. When some priest like to say, pray, before you do. It doesn't mean trully like searching for God, looking up above, but, else like, CALM DOWN. Think before you do. Listen carefully. Give a time to think what you are going to do. Give your heart. Don't make it HARD. Give a listen. Hear what wisdom recalls you. O:-)

surat cinta untuk kekasih

Cinta itu tidak datang tiba tiba. Kalau dalam kamusku. Rumit dan penuh intrik. Mauku sih sederhana saja. Hidup bahagia, sampai ajal memanggil. Namun apakah itu kehendak sang ilahi. Diliputi pula dengan logika dan ilmu pengetahuan. Diliputi pula oleh kepribadian manja dan tak beranjak dewasa. Petemanan dan perjodohan, satu dengan yang lain. Sungguh runyam. Banyak kata kata yang hendak menderu keluar laksana meriam. Ungkapan ungkapan menakutkan yang harusnya terjun bebas. Untuk menyerbu keluar, memberitakan keadaan pilu hatiku. Kalau kata orang, hidup itu pilihan, masakan aku ngga bisa memilih untuk berbalik arah, hanya karena peraturan peraturan yang juga buatan manusia sendiri? Dan harus bersyukur, oh Tuhan maha adil? Pasir yang berlimpah ruah, bantulah aku mengungkapkan isi hatiku. Mampukan aku berkata kata. Pusing aku dibuatnya. Andaikata semua mengerti. Tapi kalau orang bilang, nasi telah menjadi bubur. Kalau ini nasi sudah menjadi tai. Hiks hiks hiks

building my own company

Starting to renew my job is away from my consistancy. That I am now is on the top of my self motivating. I know that I don't need to put out and give my first foundation like the amount of money. I am on the way to build up my own company as to confirm my best result in working as well. Yes, there is also as become the best role of worker and become the best teacher. As well I also try to make myself able to conduct the best of those students, my collie, my boss as well, and my family for utmost. My very close family. Yea as there you can call my friends. I had known, that what is God, and what do I have to do if I want to obtain in something. I offer myself, that I will work very hard and do what best I can do. The company of which I am working now, a course of school, is not actually mine of business. The rules, the income, the project, well, I do not made that with my own hands. But I have learned, that somehow, if I let myself as become a self own business woman or the owner, I do not take the profit in advance. I tried to maintain myself that, and realize, of which I understand a lot how to serve others. To serve my boss and work for the owner. Do the best and become my boss's helper, and really put myself as honour this one. I think it is really hard to do. This is what I think I called it like a marriage. I try not to see the working, but always thinking for the perfect result. Maintaining and always try to give the best. And always renewed and let the input as the knowledge. It is like chewing the steak. Juicy and sometimes deeply spicy. But I try to think, yea, this is supposed to be my company. I have to make this school better. Not only now, but for the rest of the year I will work in here. So many times, I admit to myself, and say, hey, where is the profit? What do I earn? Nothing? I got another "spicy", and even more "salt" and phew, dirt and mid. But wait up, I can do better tomorrow. And says again, yea, I can do better next time, and say it again. I can do that. Even better. Better than yesterday. I thought at first I have to move to other place if I cannot make myself better. But, no, I did a lot. I even think, thanks to God, to make this one for me. And says God, what spice did You put inside? It is like steak, you know that? Do you know what I mean? Hard to be eaten, and nice in the end. Absorb the formula, try to understand it deeply. Children hates vagetables. But they have to consume it. It is a must. Nothing is gained as easy as piece of cakes. Before you swallow it you have to chew it. Try to understand. Don't take it for granted. Understand it, memorize. And our body is like a company by ourself. Look, what you learn, what you eat, what when you move around, when you heading something. Why does it has to be brain, and all natural things conduct the body to do lots of things. So for instance, I am a company of myself. Become a better person. And not to forget, that I also need my feeling and my heart. Gosh. It is all amazing. Be like that. Conduct yourself to be better each day. Good luck. Try always. And do not give up. As my pal says, Mita, because I am not a quitter. Hear hear. ^w^

yes God is ARouND

Well, so many times I've been searching for where God is. What place does He hide? In a big place? In a hidden place as people saith? In a place that called a sacret one? In an abacus? What the hack? Well, mentioned those things. This noon about, I've read a post written. Wealth comes from work hard. Yea. As in previous writings, nothing is completely occured and obtained like a wind come to your nose. Somehow there could be like pollution, there else could be like foggy wind, mean while it can dissapear and well who knows come again. Well thank God, if I may say there is fur or hair inside our nose, and our lungs can occur as nice and work thumbs up style. ^____^ .Or else appreciate others, while we can obtain that. And I was so awkward and clumsy when things just gone wrong. Retype is hard to gained. Hard to made. God. You're one amazing. What else shall I say.

i enjoy this guy

I just seen Mike Tompkins with his PYT song. Ages behind, I thought seeing the beauty of a guy is from his face. Trully, that will be happend for youngsters like teens. But simply I have just learned from this guy called Mike. The same song has sang by Jacko. One famous star. This second guy was kings of pop. The two different guy appearencedly different. The face, the family back ground, but I tell you about my opinion. Tompkins sang one of Jacko's song. In advance he said, he honoured Jacko. Well, I don't count he stole the song and sang it with different version. But I think by the time he changed the style of the song, of how he sang it in different style, look, I think in purpose, if one want to sing and copy other's song and become famous, he has to "pay" for something. Or else, like Tompkins did, it is innovation. The things I want to highlight is, I don't see that by the end, he show up his way that how he obtain his soo many lips voice made up. I mean, he didn't do that easily. As I also had learnt how to sing and about the strikes on every song, each song has their own staccatos. There, on PYT, there didn't show all of the strikes from each styles and types of how Tompkins made the song. But in the end, the song has just GREAT. EXCELLENT. Thumbs up. What else. But just right in the klips of the song, there were only shown the simple things. It is all just the mean one. Not all. If seen from realistic life, sometimes things has done more than it is supposed to shown on stage. The stage has appearing some works of art. But the real thing, nothing is easy. How that guy manage everything, well has done so many that we even haven't seen. We only see them right on stage. Not how he spend the time to work it out about the strikes and the voice of the mouth. Best exellence work of art, IS expensive. For how difficult and how many hours, the work of art has spend the time to be prepared. Good and excellent preparation will conduct perfect work of art. See how beauty it is.

hiking is tremendously enjoyable

But in fact it is really hard to obtain. I was once try to understand, about how a bowling ball is hard to raise up. It might even be impossible to do. Do you know what I mean? A bowling ball is round, hard to move up and very easy to slide down. Really heavy yet so hard for its shape. Imagine if the bowling ball is me. Ahahahahaha. Find out where is the hole for human to touch. Three holes, not very easy to find, and hidden somewhere in the surface. Guess what. :P well well. Some of my friends who had known me, imagining me as an alfalink. Yea, that kinda translation aid. Not in real. Many times I have made mistaken button. There are so many morses and marks around. I usually don't take a minute to overcome the meaning. I put in a*drawer* and skip asides. And says, bodo amat dah. And whilst my compy insides suddenly printing the meaning. Sometimes some degrees turn left or right. So, please, I am not trully an alfalink. I am an ordinary dictionary. :P Traditional one and compatible. My other qualifications are blender machine. I was easily blend people to make fun and jokes. Well, I am a juicer. Ever since in every mini mart near your house, there must be JASJUS. Jayus? Yea, I just don't know that word in English version. Perhaps a left side meaning, or let me say pop up words. Theiy are just popping out and I did think the joking sides on everything and every moment I got things to be different. Sometimes it wasn't funny, instead making others seems in the other feeling. But I was trying to make it differently. Hayday, I think I can think differently. But else, I wanna say something. Think differently from elevators and escalators? Centuries ago, there is no stairs. Yet there is no elevators nor escalators. People just walk through, make steps up above hardly and takes more time. But now, people has to thankful for those two things. Shopping at malls is easier and more fun but taking more money to spend. Look, people feels something when shopping at malls. The bigger and newer malls, the more modern all the equipments become. The higher cost at the prizes. In fact, there should be lots of explanations on every new comers. There supposed to be informations indeed next to it. So many don't want and ignore the warning of be carefull. Do not get down. Well. You see how much do you want to see the bowling ball? :D